Commitment Phobic!

"Commitment", a word I fear the most
The phobia may be irrational
But relentlessly, it haunts me
Just the mere thought of it
Makes me shiver to the spine
Playing its part in my heart and soul
I feel as if i am being strangulated
Suffocating me, making me hard to breathe
Mentally I am not prepared yet
To commit myself to anything
Too dear is my independence to give up
Obsessive I am of it
But here I am standing
Amidst a defining moment
Telling me its now or never...
Driving me into frenzy
Filling me with anxiety and stress
Oh the commitment Phobic me!