Fear

A fear engulfs my heart and soul
Making my future bothersome
Though I know I am secured
Yet the thought of betrayal,
Unfaithfulness, trickery, treachery
Inundate my thought process
Submerging half of my conscious self
Into arrays of fear...
Comfortable I am in my own seclusion
For the very thought of hurting myself
Is simply terrifying...
The apprehensions are too vivid
To let it go as it clings onto inseparably!
Yes! selfish I am..
For i don't want to break again
For this is a new start..
A new beginning
For which I paid a price
Yet horrible thoughts
Keep annoying
Threatening my security!